If i died....

Wed, 20 Apr 2005 03:13:39 GMT

Maybe if he gives me a chance. i might change my pattern of emotions. I dont get people have to get so distant. I like close relationships. Come back?

KRISTEN IS COMMMING TO MY HOUSE IN

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DAYS

Mon, 18 Apr 2005 22:51:48 GMT

im a poet and i didnt even know it!!

I wrote poems about my good friends. wee. wanna hear? good. cause your gonna

Rachel
Rachel eats wheat thins,
she always spins,
one time she died,
and i cried

leland
Leland was in a gang
they called him fang
he has a emo hat
because hes hero is pat

samantha
samantha is tight
she always fights
she eats ham
cause shes sam!

kristen
Kristen is going to live on my roof
she is no goof
she's a hawtie
all the boys want her body

yes thats about it. did you like them? i did

I AM A BANNANA

Mon, 28 Mar 2005 20:06:53 GMT

Three Things
Three things that scare me:
1 death
2 scary movies
3 mosh pits. lol. and loseing a shoe.
Three people who make me laugh:
1 rachel
2 ash
3 sam
Three Things I love:
1 music
2 my friends
3 danceing!
Three Things I hate:
1 when my nail polish gets all over my finger and not my nail
2 my father.
3 being sick
Three things I don't understand:
1 life
2
3
Three things on my desk:
1 a glass
2 my cellular divice
3 the computer
Three things I'm doing right now:
1 doing this test
2 talking to rach
3 watching dawsons creek
Three things I want to do before I die:
1 fall in love
2 be in a band
3 learn to dance...for real.
Three things I can do:
1 type. hah.
2 draw
3 skateboard?
Three things I can't do:
1 write
2 dance
3 sing
Shoe Size: 7
Height: 5'2 1/2"
Weight: five million
Pants Size: i wear my dads old 501s and a 4 in old navy pants?
Shirt Size: medium
Innie or Outie? innie
Love Questions
Are you in Love? no
Are you single or taken? single
If single, for how long? have i been single?uhh sence last monday?
Do you like guys or girls? none. hah.
What do you think about Sporty guys? they can go jump off a bridge
Smart? good
Dorky? i love it.
Popular? thats a negitive good buddy
Your Favorites
Kind of Food: italian *drools*
Color: lime green
Song: jumper - third eye blind/ macy's day parade- greenday
Band: greenday/the used/ led zeppelin
Singer: jimi hendrix. though he plays the guitar aswell.
CD: theres alot= the used= in love or death. greenday- international superhits or 139 smoothed out slappy hours. rhcp- californiacation. beatles- magicaly mistury tour
Kind of Music: i dont have one.
Animal: monkey
Place to be? san fransisco
Vacation spot: sanfriansisco
Actor: johnny depp
Actress: whoopie goldburge?
Comedian: paulie shore
Soap Opera: degrassi/ duh
Day Time Talk Show: i dont watch those?
Game Show: the price is right
All Around Favorite Show: Friends, will and grace, that 70's show. im done?
Drink: i dont have one!
Restaurant: your mother?
Number: 26
Letter: I dont have one?
Word: penis
THIS OR THAT:
Soda/Punch: what about juice?
Sour/Sweet: sour
Summer/Winter: summer
Christmas/Thanksgiving: christmas.
Easy/Challenging: easy
Light/Dark: light
Sun/Moon: moon
TV/Movies: movies
Out with Friends/Out with Family: friends
Cat/Dog: cat
Penguin/Dolphin: penguin
Book/Magazine: book
SONGS THAT MAKE YOU...
Song that makes you happy: semi charmed life- third eye blind
Song that makes you want to cry: caught fire= the used
Song that makes you feel dreamy: californication- rhcp
Song that makes you sleepy: good riddance= greenday
Song that makes you want to dance: dancing with myself- billy idol
Song that makes you want to close your ears: over and over again= eff that.
Song that makes you think of that special someone: caught fire= the used
Song that makes you feel relaxed: the scientist= cold play
Song that makes you feel inspired: any ray charles song/
Song that makes you want to sing along: and i will always love you- whitney houston. hahah.

again. i have no life. call me/ please
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Sun, 20 Mar 2005 19:52:03 GMT

waht do you do when the only person you truley trust changes?

please tell me. cause i dont know wht ot do.

im dying over here.

seriously.

i stole this from lauren cause im hardcore. like you. kinda. dances

Mon, 28 Feb 2005 04:48:48 GMT

() go out with me?
() give me your number?
() have sex with me?
() let me kiss you?
() watch a movie with me...even a really sappy one?
() take me out to dinner?
() take me on a moonlit drive?
() take a shower with me?
() be my gf/bf?
() have a fling with me?
() be there for me?
() buy me a drink ?
() take me home for the night?
() Would you let me sleep in your bed?
() sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
() give me oral?
() re-post this for me to answer your questions?
() give me a piggyback ride?

(Y) = Yes
(N) = No
(M) = Maybe
(*) = Already have
( ) = Choose not to answer

I have a new favorite song. and im listening to it right now.

Sat, 12 Feb 2005 20:27:08 GMT

comment if you want to be my friend ♥

Sat, 12 Feb 2005 08:40:56 GMT

The countdown
*10 bands or singers you like*
(no order)
1. green day
2. led zeppelin
3. jimi hendrix
4. goo goo dolls
5. beatles
6. nirvana
7. pink floyd
8. red hot chili peppers
9. the ramones
10. the clash

*9 things that make you smile*
(no order)
1. Mostly ash
2. some songs
3. some movies
4. rach
5. sam
6. some boys
8.
9.

*8 things you wear daily*

1. A bra
2. rings
3. my key necklace
4. a shirt
5. underwear
6. socks
7. shoes
8. nail polish

*7 things that annoy you*

1. people
2. my dad
3. computers
4. teachers
5. annoying people
6. certin music
7. my brain

*6 things you're looking foward to*

1. sleeping
2. college
3. falling in love? wow thats so cheesey i kinda hate it
4. trumpet lessons
5. tuesday
6. sunday

*5 things you're scared of*

1. death of some on i love.
2. guys.
3. looseing some one
4. dieing
5. george bush. hahah. wow im stupid.

*4 things that are on your desk*

1. my hat
2. computer
3. mp3 player
4. cds

*3 movies you could watch over and over again*

1. Napoleon Dynomite
2. Ocean's 11
3. a walk to remember

*2 of your fav songs at the moment*

1. Mr. brightside - the killers
2. macy's day parade-greenday

*1 person you could spend the rest of your life with*

1. myself. i have no choice.

Sat, 12 Feb 2005 08:32:54 GMT

01. Trainspotting
02. Shrek
03. M?
04. Dogma
05. Strictly Ballroom
06. The Princess Bride
07. Love Actually
08. The Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Rings
09. The Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
10. The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
11. Reservoir Dogs
12. Desperado
13. Swordfish
14. Kill Bill Vol. 1
15. Donnie Darko
16. Spirited Away
17. Better Than Sex
18. Sleepy Hollow
19. Pirates of the Caribbean
20. The Eye
21. Requiem for a Dream
22. Dawn of the Dead (the original!)
23. The Pillow Book
24. The Italian Job
25. the goonies
26. Baseketball
27. The Spice Girls Movie
28. Army of Darkness
29. The Color Purple
30. The Safety of Objects
31. Can't Hardly Wait
32. Mystic Pizza
33. Finding Nemo
34. Monsters Inc.
35. Circle of Friends
36. Mary Poppins
37. The Bourne Identity
38. Forrest Gump
39. A Clockwork Orange
40. Kindergarten Cop
41. On The Line
42. My Big Fat Greek Wedding
43. Final Destination
44. Sorority Boys
45. Urban Legend
46. Cheaper by the Dozen
47. Fierce Creatures
48. Dude, Where's My Car
49. Ladyhawke
50. Ghostbusters
51. Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
52. Back to the Future
53. An Affair To Remember
54. Somewhere In Time
55. North By Northwest
56. Moulin Rouge
57. Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets
58. The Wizard of Oz
59. Zoolander
60. A Walk to Remember
61. Chicago
62. Vanilla Sky
63. The Sweetest Thing
64. Don't Tell Mom the Babysitters Dead
65. The Nightmare Before Christmas
66. Chasing Amy
67. Edward Scissorhands
68. Adventures of Priscilla: Queen of the Desert
69. Muriel's Wedding
70. Croupier
71. Blade Runner
72. Cruel Intentions
73. Ocean's Eleven
74. Magnolia
75. Fight Club
76. Beauty and The Beast
77. Much Ado About Nothing
78. Dirty Dancing
79. Gladiator
80. Ever After
81. Braveheart
82. What Lies Beneath
83. Regarding Henry
84. The Dark Crystal
85. Star Wars
86. The Birds
87. Beaches
88. Cujo
89. Maid In Manhatten
90. Labyrinth
91. Thoroughly Modern Millie
92. His Girl Friday
93. Chocolat
94. Independence Day
95. Singing in the Rain
96. Big Fish
97. The Thomas Crown Affair
98. The Matrix
99. Stargate
100. A Hard Day's Night
101. About A Boy
102. Jurassic Park
103. Life of Brian
104. Dune
105. Help!
106. Grease
107. Newsies
108. El Mariachi
109. Rozencrantz and Guildenstern are Dead
110. Benny and Joon
111. Monsoon Wedding
112. The Wrong Trousers
113. Once Were Warriors
114 Pulp Fiction
115 The Rocky Horror Show
116 It's A Wonderful Life
117 Some Like it Hot
118 League of Extraordinary Gentlemen
119 Gosford Park
120 Drop Dead Fred
121 The Full Monty
122 Once Upon a Time In Mexico
123 Cool Runnings
124 Powder
125 Toy Story
126 Mermaids
127 The Mask of Zorro
128 Butterfield 8
129 Amelie
130 The Princess and the Warrior
131 28 Days Later
132 Almost Famous
133 La Bamba
134 The Breakfast Club
135 Snatch
136 Mallrats
137 Jackie Brown
138 Sixteen Candles
139 Boiler Room
140 My Life Without Me
141 X-MEN
142 interview with a vampire
143 seven
144 The Rules of Attraction
145 House of 1000 Courpses
146 Empire Records
147 Scarface
148 Harvard Man
149 The Crow
150. MEET JOE BLACK
151. Ordinary Poeple
152. Land Before Time
153. SLC Punk!
154. Ghost World
155. Pecker
156. Lost in Translation
157. American Beauty
158. The Big Lebowski
159. A Walk in the Clouds
160. The Watcher
161. Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom
162. Hackers
163. Last Action Hero
164. The day after tomorrow
165. SWAT
166. x-files the movie
167. suspect zero

168. night at the roxberry

169. waynes world

170. let it be

Sat, 12 Feb 2005 05:50:34 GMT

uhhsuhfosfdhdoisf im un grounded. i dont really know what to do with all these little....allowings...hah... hmmmmmmmmmmmmm duuuring this brakeizle. we've discoverd that:

Hilary Is offically Emo child number 5648865554785<---alot of numbers?
Hilary is probally bi polar
Hilary is a negitive nancy
Hilary is a bad person
Hilary is really adicted to stuff...like canadian shows
Hilary offically loves degrassi...with a passion.
Hilary kinda likes some one...alot? i think....no i dont
Hilary's confused!!!! there you go.
Hilary has discoverd that the computer is the devil:)

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm boys suck wangs

oh yeah im offically not gonna put a mood cause you know ill be emo.

yeah so basically rachels typing this..

Fri, 11 Feb 2005 01:51:34 GMT

yeah so basically rachels typing this but hilary's on the phone with her. pretty much i've been bored cause all you little fuckers won't call me. i love you all ♥ . especially that peter kid who should call me or else i'll cut myself and cry. and ash too because i'd like to talk to her and rachel who actually did call me. i'm gonna dance now, bye.

Sun, 06 Feb 2005 08:14:49 GMT

hmmm i cried untill my mom let me go on. i felt left out *emo tears* haha. no! but really i did cry <--- i should be a actress. okay. but uhhhh im bored? yeah thats it. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm i should go dance in a circle to some hard core music.
i can probaly go see the matches with rachel. so im getting the spirit and listening to them! woot.

peace out

Fri, 04 Feb 2005 02:07:54 GMT

im rebellious and sneeking on,.shhhhhhhh dude, this lap top should kinda die. hmmmm lately i've beeen bored! flippin call me you flippin idiots. :)

Sun, 30 Jan 2005 23:55:53 GMT

Adopt Your Own Emo Kid!

last entrey for 2 weeks. if you dont call me ill probaly cry and cut myself. joke^. but im expecting comments. big big comments.

adbsdgfsgsd

Sun, 30 Jan 2005 18:08:22 GMT

uhhh im at ashleys. though im grounded, i wont be on for two weeks. hmmm call me?

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And we kissed, in the santa carla twilight, on the beach, under a santa carla moon.

Thu, 27 Jan 2005 21:45:30 GMT

I really want to shoot her.

I really want to love him. ♥

I'm sick of the people. I'm probaly sick of you.

I am lost, but i found you in my arms.

♥ I am lost, but i found you in my arms ♥

Thu, 27 Jan 2005 04:21:47 GMT

What is your favorite…

gum: spiriment
season: summer
type of weather: rainy
feeling: loved

When was the last time you..

cried: yes
played a sport: uhhh i dont know
hugged someone: Today.
felt depressed: dont i always? hah im a loser.
felt elated: and that means...
felt overworked: uhhhmmm i dont know
faked sick: monday

What was the last...

thing you ate: like, a peice of pizza and salad
song you listened to: rape me=nirvana
thing you drank: water
movie you saw: uhhmmm i dont know
movie you rented:i dont know
concert you attended: The Phenomounts. kinda.

Who was the last person you…

cried over: Me
danced with: myself oh oh oh
had a sleepover with: ash
called: My dad.
went to a movie with: i dont know
saw: grace ashleys mom
were angry with: my dad
couldn't take your eyes off of: this realy hott dude at the mall

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE

funny?: I dont know, am i?
sarcastic?: yeah
hyper?:when i'm covering up a other feeling
friendly?: not really.
smart?: No
strong?: No
talented?: Not really
dorky?: mhhm

Randomness
do you shave: yeah
where: Everywhere Im suppose to
what size is your bed: twin
how long does it take you to shower: uhmm like 5 minutes
what does your screenname mean: Buttomuncher = retarded 6th grade word
is cussing a necessity in life: nope
do you know what 143 means? one hundred and fourty three
can you live without a microwave: probaly
do you want to drop out of school: no
what is a good trait about yourself: I dont know.
what do you always think about: boys *gags*
how do you react to change: I hate change.
do you talk to yourself: in my head
what is your opinion on love: you cant explain it if you've never been in it.
can you afford to lose weight?: is that a fat joke?
Best thing anyones told you: i dont know
if you wrote a book, what would it be about: a love story. they fasinate me.
what would you change your name to: sidnee
longest crush lasted how long: hmmmm may untill uhhh...now?
Your most overused phrase: retard
Last image/thought you went to sleep with: Music
First feature you notice of opposite sex: eyes.
Best name for a Butler: niles
Wussiest Sport: tennis. haha
Your greatest fear: death
Your greatest accomplishment: i dont have one.
Your most missed memory?: Die?
Three things that scare me:
1 Death of a friend
2 scary movies
3 burgerlers

Three people who make me laugh:
1 Ash
2 I dont even know.
3

Three Things I love:
1 My friends
2 music
3 my mom & sister
Three Things I hate:
1 being sad.
2 my friends being sad and i cant help them
3 annoying people who need to die

Three things I don't understand:
1 love
2 Math
3 everyting

Three things I'm doing right now:
1 Listening to music.
2 typing this.
3 danceing to oingo boingo

Three things I want to do before I die:
1 be immortal
2 make the loved ones immortal
3 have a party for the end of time

Number of drugs taken illegally: zero
Number of people I could trust with my life: one
Number of CDs that I own: I DONT COunt
Number of times my name's been in the news: a couple. like 6

today i went to nicks afterschool. it was fun, now im ashleys and im spendind the night

I hate you.♥

Tue, 25 Jan 2005 23:30:47 GMT

so i basically have a new favorite band. look how hott these guys are:
yummmm hottness.

today was okay. i was kinda faking everything. blah. this has to stop
♥?

Mon, 24 Jan 2005 23:56:48 GMT

Haha im retarded....?

the cars===favorite!

Mon, 24 Jan 2005 18:38:24 GMT

so i spent the night at ashleys last night. i think she got me sick. we're basically twins. uhhhhh im bored? i hate everyone because they suck and should go kill themselfs. seems like the onoly people i dont hate is sean and ash. fun?

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 06:18:45 GMT

Die? Okay.

*dies*

well that was fun. wannna do it agian?!

Fri, 21 Jan 2005 05:22:16 GMT

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF -
The Survey Name: Hilary
Birthday: 11-26-1991
Birthplace: Santa Rosa
Current Location: Seb town
Eye Color: hazel
Hair Color: red
Height: 5'2 1/2
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: Italian
The Shoes You Wore Today: my bee shoes
Your Weakness: falling for boys to eaisly
Your Fears: Dieing
Your Perfect Pizza: hawaiian
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: I dont know nothing i'd like to share with you.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: yo gansta
Thoughts First Waking Up: ugh why'd i wake up?
Your Best Physical Feature: my eyes?
Your Bedtime: I dont really have one.
Your Most Missed Memory: last summer.
Pepsi or Coke: neither
MacDonalds or Burger King: neither
Single or Group Dates: group
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: dont know
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: negitive
Do you Smoke: nope
Do you Swear: NO! fucking idiots
Do you Sing: Yeah
Do you Shower Daily: of corse
Have you Been in Love: maybe?
Do you want to go to College: yes
Do you want to get Married: yes
Do you belive in yourself: nope
Do you get Motion Sickness: no
Do you think you are Attractive: no
Are you a Health Freak: nope
Do you get along with your Parents: no
Do you like Thunderstorms: no
Do you play an Instrument: Yes, the trumpet!
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes, tonight=-o im such a rebel!
In the past month have you Smoked: no
In the past month have you been on Drugs: yes advil
In the past month have you gone on a Date: nope
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: ....
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yes
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: yes
Ever been called a Tease: probally
Ever been Beaten up: nope
Ever Shoplifted: yes
How do you want to Die: I dont want to
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: a photographer
What country would you most like to Visit: England!
In a Boy/Girl.. Favourite Eye Color: green
Favourite Hair Color:Any
Short or Long Hair: Long
Height: taller then me
Weight: doesnt matter
Best Clothing Style: Doesnt matter
Number of Drugs I have taken: i cant count how many avils i've taken, GOSH.
Number of CDs I own: like Alot?
Number of Piercings: 0
Number of Tattoos: 0
Number of things in my Past I Regret: 1 BIG thing
Who I'd like to meet: Billy Joe, Jimmy Page. uhhhhh Anthony Keidis
Best friend: ASh
Crush: aiohjapodhaps
Love: Dont have one
Last serious boy/girl friend: Arran
First Boy/Girl friend: uhhhh i dont know
Favorite Band/s:Green day, rhcp Led Zeppelin, Beatles, Pink Floyd, Rolling stones

Fri, 21 Jan 2005 01:54:35 GMT

Yeah. basically i just got done with trumpet lessons, my lips hurt. oh well

Today was fun. iw as a whore. woot! joke< okay peace nigguhs!

??? ♥

Thu, 20 Jan 2005 06:38:12 GMT

hey guys... I have a Big big big big big big big big big big crush. Its like a super crush! times like. 6? or 7...depends on how you look at it. and maybe the crush has a crush on a speical some one named hilary! =D hehe.....happy?♥

BUT theirs a twist...GIRLS SUCK BUNG HOLES! oooo... confusion!i d ont really know whats going on. Poo?

I ♥ ravioli!

Wed, 19 Jan 2005 23:30:39 GMT

yeah so basically todays been the best day in a long time, I've actully been happy! thanks to ravioli. haha, wow me and my code speak.

Wed, 19 Jan 2005 05:26:57 GMT

today kinda sucked. stupid people.